Tuesday, August 14, 2007

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So whatever, this is just the most random Blog ever. I haven’t Blogged in a while so I decided to just write some random stuff. I have been kind of crappy lately, just as a Christian in general, but I am getting better. I just read First timothy and a looking forward to getting wrecked by it as I go through it more slowly, and get to journal it. I like to read a book first, the go through the chapters or significant parts and write my thoughts on then in a journal, so I ca take the meat of the passage away from it, and better apply it to my life. So I guess I will be getting better on that. I have been banking on a job at Market Broiler for an Assistant Human Resources job, but today I had a meeting and found out that it isn’t in the company’s budget, and I will have to wait it out. It’s funny how God grows you, and teaches you to actually trust Him. In the meeting/interview my friend Rodney was talking about the restaurant industry...but it can be applied to my life, and yours too...It seems as though Rain clouds in our lives always seem bad, and we hate going through these trials and tribulations. BUT...without rain clouds we would not have rain, and the earth would not be replenished and produce beautiful flowers and landscapes. One of m favorite verses is in James, actually James 1:2-4. Without these rain clouds we would not learn how to grow in our faith and produce endurance. For you sandalites, refer to Nancy Heches sermon. But with all that Random stuff said God is teaching me how to trust Him, and how to accept uncertainty, even though I really hate it a lot. There is some good stuff going on too. I was recently certified for SCUBA.It was an amazing experience and cant wait to do it again. I guess that lets me fulfill all the prerequisites for my girlfriend’s family, who are avid SCUBA divers. There are really good things in the works, which helped me figure out a stupid linguistic equation. With all these decisions I am making these next few weeks/months I am very NERVOUS and EXCITED, for what God is going to bring into my life. So I decided that NERVOUS + EXCITED = ANXIOUS. Good things can be stressful too. Besides that living at home isn’t as bad as I expected. Parental relations are good. I miss my brother, but it was good to visit with my sister in law and nephew. What else, hmmm...vacation is coming up which I am really excited for. I got to visit with Brady and Evan two of my good friends tonight, and am looking forward to vacationing with them again...to bad Tyler isn’t going. It will be a last hoorah of sorts, and hopefully very relaxing...for those of you who don’t know I am going to Shasta then a turnaround to VEGAS for Karrina's (and mine...kind of) birthday. I am excited for ten days off for relaxation, but I am sure I will find something to stress about. So sorry if this Blog was boring, just informing you of what is going on in my life. Oh...and if you actually read my blog comment so I know, cause random people will be like "oh I was reading your blog..." and I am surprised, so it would be cool to get an idea of who reads this garbage. Take care...and yes, the moustache is still growing.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Heya, well you said to comment at the end of ur blog so I am! I found it so randomly. I'm looking for pictures of the rain and rain clouds for an art project im doing and google brought me to your picture! I only started reading your post coz I saw you were a Christian (which i am too!) Its so true what u said about rain clouds making us grow. Its so easy to drift away from God when everything is going well. You're not the only one that been feeling a bit of a rubbish Christian, I'm just starting to stop feeling guilty about it an actually start living it! Anyway, this feels slightly odd talking to someone i know nothing about....hope all goes well!